Damo, where’s me lighter?
A narc cycle in flannelette
Crikey!
I’ve got a little lady in a house dress
and I think I can spin her any old shit and if I think I’ve been caught out I’ll spin her and spin her like the dead chook she is,
until I’ve flooded her,
like a ride-on or a blower,
she’ll blow up
then fade away
that’s what she thinks, anyway
she thinks I’ve got that other chick,
the one I’ve imagined
to be better to me in all the ways
oh wait :(
that one’s just casting out a net,
so I’ll see how the wife is doing today
I feel something, I’ve got a touch of the sight you know
something’s brewing, something big,
bad ju-ju
I couldn’t have summoned it or created it
I am a leaf,
at the whim of others
so I’ll circle the drain
stir my coffee
and sit back in my broken chair
alone,
I have nothing to look forward to
the wife has let me down again,
not doing the one thing I asked
she won’t ever admit she’s wrong
but I’ve caught her out,
she thinks I don’t know,
so I’ll talk over her and do my pointed laugh
and tell her that
of course she wouldn’t understand
I don’t have anyone else on the radar
I’m a better person than that
I don’t have anyone else on the radar
I’m so alone
I don’t have anyone else on the radar
I just got home
I didn’t push her, I just told the truth
she wouldn’t listen to me,
so I just kept saying it
she’s off having a great time without me
and I’m stuck here,
alone,
I just got home
oh look, yeah I was a bit of an arsehole before
but when the wife left
I was destroyed, you know?
I was lonely when we were together
and she was mean to me
I was a bit of an arsehole
but she could blow up,
she would eviscerate me
it made me really insecure,
I need someone to really love me, you know?
because I have anxiety
I need weed when I clock off,
booze and my mates around me
I work really hard
it makes Mum proud
that I work like a dog
I don’t get any time
I crash
it’s the anxiety
I’m so hurt,
she keeps saying I’m making it all about me
but she’s not even caring!
I just want her to want me around
my wife thanks me
for all the special things I do for her
I just got home
I need my wife,
to suckle me
I told her and told her what I wanted,
and she never listened
I’m so alone
I just got home
